never get on here anymore. its funny i get on to see if any of my friends on here still post and get disappointed when there isnt something and i wonder if they even get on here anymore. but i dont post and i dont do anything at all on here so how do they know if i am still on here or not. oh well long day and night and i just cant seem to sleep.

Hey mindsay world. I havent done this in a while so lets see if i still can. well i came up this weekend to spend time with my girl. that was amazing. but then today when i was getting ready to leave she got some bad news and it made her sad. and i hate seeing her that way but i dont know how i will be able to help her or what i can do. she tells me i have done enough to help her but i still feel like i am not doing enough. now she is having to move back home and its something she hates to do. I am so lost right now...

so i figured that since i put i was no longer single but didnt explain i would explain now...after five and a half years of having feelings for my Best Friend amanda and four and a half years of her having them for me. and neither one of use saying or doing anything about it because we were in relationships at the time..we are finally together. I am so happy. Her lil girl and my lil girl get along so great and play together and everything just seems to be going really good lately. I love you Amanda.

yay....i am no longer single....wooooooooooooooooooooot

i want to make her happier than she has ever been. i want to let her know she will never hurt if i had my way. i want to let her know that she will be loved and held and told she is beautiful no matter the time of day. what day it is or what she has done or had been doing. she is gorgeous and i love her. i want to make her mine so that i can hold her close and never let her go...